Been trapped inside again
These illusions always seem to win
My love is trapped between the walls
Of the ones who claim to see it all
These scars are like an open door
To a past I can't contain
An overwhelming consciousness tells me I should be afraid and I believe

I'm the monster from the stories I've been told
I'm not strong enough to break the mold
Considered to be a disgrace, not a person
This burden I carry makes it hard to breathe
I can't escape the life that I've been handed

I can't hear you from the other side
I'm not alive
I'll see you on the other side
The other side eventually

Run far from me to see the forest from the trees
You won't believe how every single promise broken
Shaped the life you've thrown away

Although I've always known it from the start
You build me up just to watch me fall apart

Disease
Feel the darkness on your soul
One more step till you let go of all
Between the walls and let the essence fade

Remember me just like you always would before you
Fall asleep
Imagining our words unspoken
A life once lost

I can't hear you from the other side
I'm not alive
I'll see you on the other side
The other side eventually