Is hard not to make out me
From the world I get by on
You can see me smiling
But that's not me yet
When will I fit?
I feel like I'm not allowed to

I just want to say good-bye
But it's not so undemanding

I still need it somehow

I can't pretend I'm not this
Cause it beats within
And scorches my veins
But I still need it somehow

I understand your world
But I can't relate with it
Not without suffering
Not without losing myself

Don't be surprised if I decline my head
I was taught to keep it low
And I just can't help it

Through the signs I see
I don't belong in here
I still can't say good-bye