Bedroom door wide open i'm all alone and i'm ready to play but thoughts of you wash my life away i got no friends anymore who needs them when i got you the girl who kills me through and through not once in my trance did i think that you'd ever really start to care took years but i forgot your face here in the middle of nowhere i don't know just how to feel i don't care if it isn't real you left me for dead in the middle of nowhere you left for the city i stayed behind still stuck on you i'd do anything you'd ever want me to obsessed alone and shaking i realized it was a waste of my time sorting through the lot that was your lie blindfolded behind your eyes i tried to break free but i couldn't break over and over again i tried til i learned from my big mistake i don't know just how to feel i don't care if it isn't real you left me for dead in the middle of nowhere open your eyes do you see mine lying next to yours i know you lied is this what you've been waiting for i opened up my eyes and i got a pretty big fucking surprise when i saw you lying next to him and when things start to break i looked deep down into your face is this what you've been waiting for i don't know just how to feel i don't care if it isn't real you left me for dead in the middle of the street i don't know if i still love it all i know is i want more of it i left you for dead in the middle of nowhere