Where do I begin? I got yellow skin
Black out every night, drink till there’s no light

I could use a gun, cocaine is more fun
Closest distance is a line for me to get out of my mind

They tried to say that AA can erase the past
A hundred ways, kill the pain, maybe I’ll get happy, get happy
Pills and alcohol and weed
I can’t shake the memories

They tried to say therapy is gonna bring me back
Check me out, ain’t no doubt maybe I’ll get happy, get happy
Pills and alcohol and weed
I can’t shake the memories

What you think I need?
Give me some Xan to sleep
I’m only living in my dreams
High like my anxiety

What is there to say? I’ll try to make the change
Baby I can make believe that you're still here for me

Shake shake, shake the memories

They tried to say that one day I’ll forgive myself, lose the pain, not okay
I’m not happy, not happy

They tried to say that one day I’ll forgive myself
They tried to say put the bottle back on the shelf
Either way I know it won’t ever help, till I get happy