I can't feel anything
In this cold apartment I lost myself
I can't remember anything about my past
As I lay on this stone cold ground
And imagine the future that's destined for me

I'm struck by the understanding - I'll never grow to be a thing

I've come to grips with myself today
I'm not okay, not okay
It all seems fine from the other way
Will my fears numb me or just burn away?

Illuminate communicate
With the ghost that haunts me everyday
Annihilates the urge to heal

Now I see the truth in the cold light of day
Our life was so vibrant now faded to gray
Maybe someday we'll find our own way

I've come to grips with myself today
I'm not okay, not okay
It all seems fine from the other way
Will my fears numb me or just burn away?

Now I see
You're not me
I want to be
Set me free

No one really understands me
I've stayed in my shell for far too long
I lost myself
Lost myself
Lost myself

I've come to grips with myself today
I'm not okay, not okay
It all seems fine from the other way
Will my fears numb me or just burn away?

Everything comes back to me
Now I see
I was never free (set me free)
I will never be complete