G          A
Looking at the present's fucking sad
D
Yes, I tried the blue pill
Bm                                     G     A
Five times what I should have had

D                   Bm                    G      A
   And no, I'm not okay, but nothing's broke
      D                            Bm
Maybe God will let me die when my dreams go up in smoke

G A D Bm
G A D Bm

[Verse 1]
        Bm           Em        G      A
They're out there for me, I know it
     Bm        Em
Too far away to see
        G         A
But I'm always moving toward it
      Bm          Em                       G     A
It's getting hard to breathe, I don't know why
    Bm              Em
The air looks clear to me
        G          A
But the atmosphere is sordid

[Pre-chorus]
Bm G                     A
     I'm not about to complain
        Bm            G
That's too much time and energy
                A              Bm      G
Too long a walk to try to turn back

                A
And I'm not the same
       Em         G
It's plain enough to see
                                  G      A
But some of us are living in the past

[Chorus A]
D          Bm                               G    A
   Oh, but looking at the present's fucking sad
D
Yes, I tried the blue pill
Bm
Five times what I should have had

G                A
   Jumped out of fire into frostbite
D
Arms too weak to climb
    Bm                      G
But still too strong to let go
      A                           D
Maybe God will let me die when my dreams go up in smoke

G A D
        Bm               G
When my dreams go up in smoke

A D Bm

[Verse 2]
Bm    Em                    G     A
   Happy new year from the ashes
            Bm         Em
I gave my lungs a good telling
   G         A
My organs forty lashes
Bm  Em             G      A
    My calendar is stuck
         Bm            Em
I'd make new year's resolutions
      G                            G    A
But I didn't really plan on waking up

[Chorus B]
D          Bm                                G   A
   Oh, I'm getting sick and tired of fucking up
D
Yes I tried the blue pill
Bm
Clearly didn't try enough
G                A
   Jumped out of fire into frostbite
D                         Bm                G
   Been drowning inside out since before I woke
       A                        D
Maybe God'll let me die when my dreams go up in smoke

[Bridge]
G                       A
  Feed the fire all you want, you won't take me
D                       Bm
  Knock me down all you want, watch it save me
G                    A
  Somehow I'm moving on, and it pains me
D                      Bm
  They all may want me gone, let it chase me

G                       A
  Feed the fire all you want, you won't take me
D                       Bm
  Knock me down all you want, watch it save me
G                    A
  Somehow I'm moving on, and it pains me
D                      Bm
  They all may want me gone, let it chase me

[Pre-Chorus]
Bm G                     A
     I'm not about to complain
        Bm            G
That's too much time and energy
                A              Bm      G
Too long a walk to try to turn back

                   A
And today was the same
  Bm            G
I nearly dodged a bullet
        A                      G     A
But the universe is going on attack

[Chorus A]
D          Bm                               G    A
   Oh, but looking at the present's fucking sad
D
Yes, I tried the blue pill
Bm
Five times what I should have had

G                A
   Jumped out of fire into frostbite
D
Arms too weak to climb
    Bm                      G
But still too strong to let go
      A                           D
Maybe God will let me die when my dreams go up in smoke

[Outro]
G                       A
  Feed the fire all you want, you won't take me
D                       Bm
  Knock me down all you want, watch it save me
G                    A
  Somehow I'm moving on, and it pains me
D                      Bm
  They all may want me gone, let it chase me

G                       A
  Feed the fire all you want, you won't take me
D                       Bm
  Knock me down all you want, watch it save me
G                    A
  Somehow I'm moving on, and it pains me

      D
Maybe God will let me die when my dreams go up in smoke