Well there's no saving me
If you think that I be trippin it's the same for me
When I die don't want no fame on me
I'm such a wreck that I feel guilty if you pray for me

I put the blame on me
And I think its necessary when I hate on me
Cause myself is still the bane of me
The only enemy I have is all the pain in me

I gotta stop when I talk like that
I cannot break it in my mind and then it get right back
A ghost inside me that I can't fight back
I cannot change it any more than I can change my past

I'm everything I hate
I can't escape I hit the cart until I'm MIA
I know I sealed my fate
When I finally came to terms but now I'm not okay

Like, who let me get this way
You don't know me I'm a bomb boutta go off
Blue poison in my veins
Left for dead I need a map now I'm so lost