I'm home sick, it's hard now
After this I'm done letting my guard down
Was clueless, I'm not now
It was something I was missing but I figured it out
I can't describe it
Tried to hide it
But I can't, I can't, I can't
I feel divided
So misguided
Left to pick up the pieces, I'm glad you can see that I'm breaking apart

I never thought it'd get this far

I'm swinging at the air, swearing at the ground
Falling to my knees praying you were with me now
I'm done letting the time pass, needing you around
I looked everywhere, listen to every sound
I'm choking on my words, not much coming out
I'm screaming in my head, wishing I can scream out loud
I'm done letting the time pass, needing you around
I looked everywhere, listen to every sound
I'm heartache bound

Still home sick, broken down
Because of this, there's nothing left of me now
Won't do it, don't know how
There's still something that I'm missing, still can't figure it out
I can't describe it
Tried to hide it
But I can't, I can't, I can't
I feel divided
So misguided
Left to pick up the pieces, I'm glad you can see that I'm breaking apart

I never thought it'd get this far

I'm swinging at the air, swearing at the ground
Falling to my knees praying you were with me now
I'm done letting the time pass, needing you around
I looked everywhere, listen to every sound
I'm choking on my words, not much coming out
I'm screaming in my head, wishing I can scream out loud
I'm done letting the time pass, needing you around
I looked everywhere, listen to every sound
I'm heartache bound