I look really pretty when I feel like shit
Constantly smelling it but for them there’s a glow on me
Doesn’t matter what I do
I'm always here for you
Cause I look really pretty when I don’t feel

Cause the room is spinning faster than ever
My anxiety is lying to me
Cause I know, yeah I know
This is not who I wished to be

Oh tears
Won’t bring back what I missed
Won’t bring back what I missed
Oh but tears
Won’t bring back what I missed
I'm left like this

Spent years after years holding back my tears
Got a degree in hiding my feelings
I'm sorry if I don’t seem fine
I promise I'm alright
Lucky that I look really pretty when I don’t feel

Cause the room is spinning faster than ever
My anxiety is lying to me
Cause I know, yeah I know
This is not who I wished to be

Oh tears
Won’t bring back what I missed
Won’t bring back what I missed
Oh but tears
Won’t bring back what I missed
I'm left like this

Sometimes I wanna be someone different
Sometimes I wanna be someone else
Someone who doesn’t go through this hell
Sometimes I wanna say that I'm sorry
It is my fault you haven’t been well
I'm sorry for this hell

Tears
Won’t bring back what I missed
Won’t bring back what I missed
Oh but tears
Won’t bring back what I missed
Won’t bring back what I missed

Tears
Won’t bring back what I missed
Won’t bring back what I missed
Oh but tears
Won’t bring back what I missed
I'm left like this