I'll keep it together

Playing with shadows in my room
Lights fading from the Sun turns clouds blue
And all I can focus in
And all the blood under my skin
I don't need no medicine
I am not a regular kid
Cold sweats in my head
My heart and my throat and the world, my head
I'll keep it together

Hushed and alone in my room
Playing a cowboy with the pistol and the broom
I dance around, don't make a sound
Someone's under you
With a pitchfork and a red tail
Tell me something new
It means gold teeth don't tell secrets
Bust down Rolly leaks it
Disco ball these diamonds
3D printed MAC-11
Imagine if a nigga was tweakin'
Imagine if a nigga off the deep end
I'm playing with my shadow
Shiny boy, dead end to hallows