Maybe I should go outside
I been worried ‘bout my health, ay
I need you to show me love
Don’t know how to love myself, ay
I don’t wanna fall in love
Lovers always disappoint me

Feeling like I’ve had enough
Feeling like I’ll just avoid it
I’ve been here for oh so long
Hiding where I don’t belong
With necessary distractions

And all my deadly attractions
I just can’t find satisfaction
In this home of mine
My happiness is never lasting
I hide the pain I wear a mask with
A painted smile, that’s my fashion
In this home of mine

I feel so lost
In this home of mine
I feel so trapped inside this place
I feel so lost
In this home of mine
I feel so trapped inside this place

Maybe I should go outside
I been worried ‘bout my health, ay
I need you to show me love
Don’t know how to love myself, ay
I don’t wanna fall in love
Lovers always disappoint me
Feeling like I’ve had enough
Feeling like I’ll just avoid it

I’ve been here for oh so long
Hiding where I don’t belong
With necessary distractions
And all my deadly attractions
I just can’t find satisfaction

In this home of mine
My happiness is never lasting
I hide the pain I wear a mask with
A painted smile, that’s my fashion
In this home of mine