Sometimes it feels like no one knows
Like maybe they just want the old me
And I'm just tryna remember what was all a blur again

And I just wish that someone told me
That all of this would make me lonely
Just when I think I'm getting better, I'm just getting by

So why do I still wanna get high
With my friends every night
Why do I just wanna keep living like
I'll never die why do
I still wanna cave in when it all gets heavy feeling
Like no one gets me
Telling myself all these lies
Why do I still wanna get high?

Those summer that I tried to forget
All the places that I said I'd never visit again
I've spent so much time sober
I don't know how to quit
I don't know how to quit
I don't know what that is

And I just wish that someone told me
That all of this would make me lonely
Just when I think I'm getting better, I'm just getting by

So why do I still wanna get high
With my friends every night
Why do I just wanna keep living like
I'll never die why do
I still wanna cave in when it all gets heavy feeling
Like no one gets me
Telling myself all these lies
Why do I still wanna get high?

It won't be the same
It won't change a thing
Why do I still wanna get high? I don't wanna cave
I'm not the same
Why do I still wanna get high?

Why do I still wanna get high?
Why do I still wanna get high?
Why do I still wanna get high?