On my knees now
I'll inflict myself
Some real love
On my knees now
I'll choke myself
In troubled love
On my knees now
I'll purge myself
Of real love
On my knees now
I swear, I know nothing
Of that troubled love

Have me, have me, have me, never waste (the good) in me
Watch me, watch me, wach me, but never try to be me

I am a man again
Through self abuse
Improving myself
Through self abuse

On my knees now
I'll end myself
Through real love
On my knees now
I'll reveal myself
In troubled blood

Waste me, waste me, waste me, never try to beat me

I am a man again
Through self abuse
Improving myself
Through self abuse

I am seeing someone
Sneaking through
My troubled blood
I am feeling someone
Starving for my troubled love

Self abuse. Never try to compete with me