Save me from myself

Could you please explain this word
To me it's confusing, it's so unreal
My answer to this chaos is devastate it all

Take me as i am and lead me into frustration

Hey my friend you better think twice
It is no game, it's your life
Bloodshed is what i like
Remember this is your life
In the end you are always wiser
But this pure aggression
Takes me higher and higher

Take me as i am and lead me into damnation

Being my own master