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|Am   |F    |C    |G    |
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[Verse 1]
 Am
 Trauma changes, rearranges
 F
 Takes the man I was and breaks him
Am          F
 Walls come up
 Am
 All I am is numb and jaded
 F
 Ego splits my soul deflated
Am           F
 Walls come up
G                 F
 These walls come up

[Chorus]
 Am                       F
 All I ever wanted was to be loved by somebody
         C                           G
 But the man I used to be is so far gone
 Am
 Circling through memories
          F
 All this trauma gets me trembling
     C                                 G
 No, I can't let you in, it's been too long

[Verse 2]
Am                          F
 I'd rather feel nothing at all
Am                              F
 Than have to deal with all the pain inside my heart
 Am                        F
 When she died I swore I'd never love again
 Am                                 F
 And it's been years, but I'm still calloused up like this

[Chorus]
 Am                       F
 All I ever wanted was to be loved by somebody
        C                           G
 But the man I used to be is so far gone
 Am
 Circling through memories
          F
 All this trauma gets me trembling
     C                                 G
 No, I can't let you in, it's been too long
 F                                G
 The man I used to be is dead and gone

[Bridge]
         Am
 I never feel alive
                  C       D
 'Cause fear controls my life
          Am
 I try to break this bind
               C                      D
 But all these ghosts come with their knives
               Am
 Don't want to live this way
           C     D
 Afraid of everything
               Am
 This trauma's taken me
             C      D
 I'm falling in the deep

[Chorus]
Am                        F
 All I ever wanted was to be loved by somebody
         C                           G
 But the man I used to be is so far gone
 Am
 Circling through memories
          F
 All this trauma gets me trembling
     C                                 G
 No, I can't let you in, it's been too long
 F                                G
 The man I used to be is dead and gone
 F                                G
 The man I used to be is dead and gone