Look at me
When I'm looking right past everything
That you say, everyday
It's so much I can't stop
Wondering
What this lifestyle will do to me
Every night, everyday
It's the same thing now

Why do I feel
That this isn't real
But it's so hard just to try and appeal
To all of the feelings I feel every time I go
Straight thru the door
"Bartender, one more!"
And I'll be stumbling down to the floor
Why won't someone just reach out their hand to me?

I have tried
Just to reason and then question why
I'm right here, you're right there
And you're so secure now
I don't know that
I can't fight anymore and that's that
Every night, everyday
Where's my savior now?

Why do I feel
That this isn't real
But it's so hard just to try and appeal
To all the feeling I feel every time I go
Straight thru the door
"Bartender, one more!"
And I'll be stumbling down to the floor
Why won't someone just tell me of love so sweet?
Don't want to be alone....

Why do I feel
That this isn't real
But it's so hard just to try and appeal
To all the feelings I feel every time I go
Straight thru the door
"Bartender, one more!"
And I'll be falling right down to the floor
Why won't someone just reach out their hand to me?
Why am I trying, fighting, hypnotizing
When what I do is not surprising
From the things that I've done for so long
You know I'm wrong to
Why don't you show
What I should know?
'Cause it's so hard to try and let go
I cannot fight for the sake of it anymore....