I'm searching for the real truth
Writing from my bedroom
Tryna find the words to break me out
I'm reaching for the next life

Why’s it always feel like
I’ll never meet my good side if I drown
Caught in a wave that I don’t wanna go under
Can only get to heaven going through hell

They pick me up to put me down It’s no wonder
I can’t stop asking myself
Am I good enough
Am I good enough

Feels like I'm flying but I know I'm sinking
Am I good enough
Never good enough
Get me over all the over thinking
I'm tired of the white lies

Tell the world I'm alright
I Welcome all the goodbyes thrown my way
Caught in a wave I know I'm gonna go under
But there’s a heaven after going through hell

They pick me up to put me down It’s no wonder
I can’t stop asking myself
Why’s it always feel like
Been asleep my whole life

Fraid to open my eyes
Never wake up
This isn’t the first time
Fed myself my own lies
Fraid to open my eyes
I’d rather be gone
Why’s it always feel like