Lookin' at the past, searchin' for the answer
Tryin' to find a way to do it again
So once in a while, I go back in time
Back to my old ways and put myself in big trouble

Alone, no one to blame
Put myself in big trouble
Alone, no one to blame
For shit that I can't afford to change

I'm sad that this is over
So today I will escape
And tomorrow I'll be numb

I don't wanna party, I don't understand it
Used to be a one of a kind, this is strange
What if it is aging? What if I'm just fading?
Always tryna go back to shit that I can't afford to change

I'm just sad that this is over
So today I will escape
And tomorrow I'll be numb

I put myself in big trouble
Alone, no one to blame
Put myself in big trouble
Alone, no one to blame
For shit that I can't afford to change

I'm sad that this is over
So today I will escape
And tomorrow I'll be numb

I'm sad that this is over
So today I will escape