Dead weight

I suffer in silence
But I am not alone
There's a man standing here with skin
Pale as death with eyes as black as crows
He speaks with blood in his mouth
He won't let me sit and rest
I feel he is gone til the moment
I feel his cold breath creeping down my Fucking neck

You don't know true fear
Til you gaze into your own eyes
And see a blackness that will never fade
That inches your hand ever closer
To the fucking knife

All my
Failures hang over my head

Do you feel the fucking disconnect?
Do you hear my voice in your motherfucking head?
I know you don't feel anything
A corpse in the ground is all you'll ever fucking be

The hand of death shows it's cold embrace
When you're staring at it face to face
No reprieve, no solace in my home
Clawing at the mirror til
My flesh strips to bone

Godless and with no soul
The Revenant drags me down below
So fuck the ending pain
This my end, this is how I snap
Rip my eyes out of my own skull
Twist them around to watch as I
Kill myself
He smiles as I bleed
Suffer in endless
Misery

I give my life to the Revenant
I give myself to wrath
For a silent death