I'm falling away from hope again
Something I know all too well
And I fear I might have broken
A promise I made to myself
Seems I can hang over the edge
And keep my
Feet down on the floor
And I know I can't let you in 'cause my hand's against the door

I can't love you when I'm sober, with nowhere to place the blame
And when the light shines through the window, a dirty inside still remains
I can't love you when I'm sober, when you're lying next to me
But something's got you holdin' on
Holdin' on
Holdin' on to me

There's not a
Time that I've been perfect and not a time that you were wrong
If I can't feel today, how should I
Live tomorrow? (Live tomorrow)
This is the only way, the world seen
Through a bottle
And I see behind that pretty face, you don't know
You don't know me

Holdin' on
To somethin' that'll never be (to somethin' that'll never)
Life under the influence is all I know, and all I see
Life under the influence is takin' over me
Life under the influence is all I know and all I see
And I'm drowning in the water, cause
The hook is in too deep (in too deep)
And I can't