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[Verse 1]
C                 Am           G       F
I could've been a doctor, if I cared enough
      C               Am
But I didn't have it in me
          G                    F
I got distracted by a bunch of stuff
C                 Am    G  F  C  Am  G  F
I'm so stupid and empty


[Verse 2]
             C         Am
My mind just wasn't in it
    G              F
And neither was my heart
        C           Am        G                    F
And the drive was a lie to myself from the goddamn start
C      Am          G            F
It's funny how for years I kept trying
C                  Am         G         F
Laughed at all the fears that I'd been hiding
   C         Am        G  F        C     Am          G       F
It took me a while to see that it didn't matter that much to me
         C          Am    G   F
'Cause I think you're so cool
       C      Am       G             F
And I didn't wanna go away to dental school


[Chorus]
C       G         Am        N.C.
I don't care about anything as much as I used to
F       C         Am           G         F
I don't care about anything as much as I used to
        C         Am           G         F
I don't care about anything as much as I used to
F
Except maybe you


[Verse 3]
             C
I wanna give up
             Am
I wanna give up
              G      F
I don't wanna try no more
C                       Am                  G               F
I wanna stop all these pathetic attempts at saving this shipwreck
C                      Am  G  F
And swim right out the door
           C           Am                 G          F       C Am G F
Before it sinks with a fraction of what's left of my dignity
           C    Am           G     F
I swept so many failed tests under carpets
F                                    C
Deep down I knew this was not what I wanted (not what I wanted)


[Chorus]
C       G         Am        N.C.
I don't care about anything as much as I used to
F       C         Am           G         F
I don't care about anything as much as I used to
        C         Am           G         F
I don't care about anything as much as I used to
F
Except maybe you
C       G         Am        N.C.
But I still feel just about as dumb as I used to
F       C         Am      G         F
And I still feel about as dumb as I used to
        C         Am       G         F                             Fmaj7
I still feel just about as dumb as I used to (as dumb as I used to)


[Outro]
         C                 Am        G           F
I didn't wanna go, but the rejection still kinda hurt
         C         Am            G     F
Not as much as the one from you, though
C                 Am   G  F
That one hurt way worse
C                 Am   G  F
That one hurt way worse
C                 Am   G  F
That one hurt way worse
F                C
I kept thinking things would get easier
Am              G
I kept thinking I'd get better
F                     C                         Am     G
I'm not basing my intelligence on some fucking letters
F                      C                    Am        G
Now that it's over, I did what I was told I had to do
F                 C                      Am
But I still feel just about as dumb as I used to
                 G                       F
And I still feel just about as dumb as I used to
        F
I don't care about anything as much as I used to