You call me when it’s raining
Say you miss me, then you fade
I tell myself I'm changing
But I fall the same old way
Every time you pull me close
I forget what I already know
You’re the calm and the storm
I can’t let go
You love me just enough to stay
But not enough to make it okay
I tell my heart to walk away
But it never listens anyway

I don’t wanna take you back
But I do, yeah I do
Hate the way you hurt me slow
But I still run to you
Every time I think I’ve healed
You pull me off that track
I don’t wanna take you back
But I do, I do, I do

I still wear your favorite shirt
Even though it makes me ache
You were chaos, I was hope
Now we’re memories I can’t erase
Maybe love’s not what it seems
It’s the ghost between our dreams
You’re the wound I never treat
But I still believe
You say you’ve changed, I say me too
But we’re both just chasing déjà vu
Love’s a circle, full of lies
That we romanticize

I don’t wanna take you back
But I do, yeah I do
Hate the way you hurt me slow
But I still run to you
Every time I think I’ve healed
You pull me off that track
I don’t wanna take you back
But I do, I do, I do

All these nights, I try to stay strong
But your name feels like home
I keep my distance
But my heart’s already gone

I don’t wanna take you back
But I do, yeah I do
You’re the fire I can’t put out
Even when I want to
Maybe love’s a broken track
But I still replay that sound
I don’t wanna take you back
But I do, I do, I do
Yeah, I do
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