Swimming in distractions again
I never should've done what I did
I break your heart everyday
Gun shot wounds hit you hit me

Oh, I've wanted to change
But I stay the same
And it makes me cry, cry

Oh, I'm always detached
I smile and laugh, breaking down inside
I dare you to love me
You won't be the first to try

First to try
First to try
First to try

I carry all the lies I've been told
Bleeding out since 15 years old
There's no more room on my sleeve
It's drenched in blood and kerosene

Oh, I've wanted to change
But I stay the same
And it makes me cry, cry

Oh, I'm always detached
I smile and laugh, breaking down inside
I dare you to love me
You won't be the first to try

First to try
First to try
First to try

Oh, I've wanted to change
But I stay the same
And it makes me cry, cry

Oh, I'm always detached
I smile and laugh, breaking down inside
I dare you to love me
You won't be the first to try

First to try
First to try
First to try