It pulls me underneath

Hard to say where this all started (started)
Where I got lost along the way, hate to say
Made a home inside the darkness (darkness)
Looking for someone to blame anyway

I got lost
Put the feeling in my hands, I was wrong
I can't watch
My whole past turn to something I'm not
What it cost
Was more than I could ever give who would've thought
I took here and never ended it all

Am I in love with the death of me?
Digging a grave for the world to see
I keep on trying
But I can't seem to bring it to light
So help me find what's out of reach
It pulls me underneath
(It pulls me underneath)

I tried to find another way out (way out)
But every wall was closing in once again
Now I've become all that I hate now (hate now)
But if it gets me out alive
I could pretend

(I could pretend)

Am I in love with the death of me?
Digging a grave for the world to see
I keep on trying
But I can't seem to bring it to light
So help me find what's out of reach
It pulls me underneath
(It pulls me underneath)

A lost soul on the road to destruction
My heart beats but it's failing to function
One last hold on humanities crutches
My head hurts, it's getting harder to trust it

Uh, wait
(It pulls me underneath)

Am I in love with the death of me?
Digging a grave for the world to see
I keep on trying
But I can't seem to bring it to light
So help me find what's out of reach
It pulls me underneath
(It pulls me underneath)

(It pulls me underneath)
It pulls me underneath