G    Bm   Em   C


[Verse 1]
G
Typical of me to go and ruin the party
Bm
Everybody says they love me but I'm still broken hearted
             Em                                     C
They call me Polly Pessimism, I'm a macabre Barbie (I love you)


[Pre-Chorus]
G
My boyfriend wants to love me but I won't let him
Bm
I've been predisposed to trauma since I was eleven
     Em
So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression
C                  G
I hate that I'm so self-deprecating
                    Bm
More comfortable in bad situations
             Em
Sucker for a little devastation
C
And this always happens


[Chorus: Ashnikko]
G
Panic attacks in paradise
Bm
Piña coladas, I'm terrified
Em
I swear I'm not crying, the sun's just bright
C
I'm having the best time of my life
G
Panic attacks in paradise
Bm
Hyperventilating under candy skies
Em
Telling myself that this is fine
C
I'm having the best time of my life


[Verse 2]
G
It's a big joke, ha ha, I love laughin'
Bm
It's a big hoax, you're self-help happy
Em                          C
Cause I'm okay, I'm pure propane

On an open flame (Watch me blow up)


[Pre-Chorus]
G
My boyfriend wants to love me but I won't let him
Bm
I've been predisposed to trauma since I was eleven
       Em
So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression
C                  G
I hate that I'm so self-deprecating
                    Bm
More comfortable in bad situations
             Em
Sucker for a little devastation
C
And this always happens


[Chorus]
G
Panic attacks in paradise
Bm
Piña coladas, I'm terrified
Em
I swear I'm not crying, the sun's just bright
C
I'm having the best time of my life
G
Panic attacks in paradise
Bm
Hyperventilating under candy skies
Em
Telling myself that this is fine
C
I'm having the best time of my life