Lotus carnage

We need / to find / someplace / to scape / of this shit

I need to put my head to make
Someplace and let me to escape
I travel on the surface of my mind
I'm motherfucker I have to die
You let the sharp Knife inside (they said)
You let my laugh die tonight (they paid)
I bury my mind in this shit

Fuck up Fuck up Fuck up
my brain, my life
I feel carnage and disgrace
My eyes trying hard just to search
I know some places in my heart
I'm motherfucker I have to die
You let the sharp Knife inside (they said)
You let my laugh die tonight (they paid)
I feel the lotus carnage

So cheap I'm felling inside
Voices leave me alone
Shut up
Screaming inside me
Some place so far away