My memories haunt me
Relentless with out end
Masochism my only pacifism in death

Twas the darkest of years
A world full of tears
Strained to the point of blasphemy
Pushed to rapture

Anxiety from separation of the one
The only
I drove my nails into my eyes
My screams drowned out the light
My only plea was relief
My pitiful cries of disparity
But to no avail
As i heard her cries of lust

I looked to the cross as it fell - x2

So desperately i reached for deaths icy grasp
Till finally the world fell silent

My soul has revealed itself

From a worldly rech into a state of eternity

I looked to that day in unrest
A jaded memory
Of the day i died-x2

My memories haunt me
Relentless with out end
Masochism my only pacifism in death