Why do I run away?
From everything I love
Welcome the cold embrace
Of all these fucking drugs

But they don't get me high
No, nothing gets me higher
Than this pain inside
It's burning like a fire

Used to lash out, no way, that's the old me
Now I bury everything inside, it's lonely
Pack of Newports, burn 'em down, love the cold, see
What's there left to do when the time moves slowly?

I'm my own worst enemy
You're not a friend of me
I don't ever feel safe
All alone, amphetamines
Mixed with memories
Running through all of my veins

150 on the table
Calm me down, calm me down
When the smoke hits, I get stable
Come around, come around
I'll come around

No one ever thought I'd make it out
Now I put my family in a house

But that don't mean shit, no
Few stacks get a brand new whip, woah
Fuck this, why I still feel this low?
Quarantine got my feelings in the fifth row
I let this show

Never wanna waste no time, so I stay in my lane
Make another hit, but no one knows my name
Sell a million, but they all feel the same
Guess there's no one left to blame, no

I'm my own worst enemy
You're not a friend of me
I don't ever feel safe
All alone, amphetamines
Mixed with memories
Running through all of my veins

150 on the table
Calm me down, calm me down
When the smoke hits, I get stable
Come around, come around
I'll come around

150 on the table
Calm me down, calm me down
When the smoke hits, I get stable
Come around, come around
I'll come around