How many times have I had to suffer?

I have suffered a collapse
I feel like my life is collapsing
I feel like I am a building without pillars
To the bars
Near collapse
So silence
The only thing you want is to scream and forget you

My loneliness is the voice that cries unconscious from the silence of my conscience
So silence
Sometimes the things that make you different are your legend
Sometimes the things you love the most are those that make you cry

It is hard to believe that everything ended
Crying in my bed
You should always stay in my life
How many times have I had to suffer?
You are a big mistake in my life