Csus2
E|-----------|
B|-1---------|
G|-----------|
D|-----------|
A|-3---------|
E|-----------|

Csus4
E|-----------|
B|-1---------|
G|-----------|
D|-3---------|
A|-3---------|
E|-----------|

Cmaj9
E|-----------|
B|-1---------|
G|-----------|
D|-----------|
A|-2---------|
E|-----------|

To reiterate, 
          Csus 2 is just a C with an open d string which you hammer on the 2nd fret(* is the hammer on sign). 
          Csus 4 is the same as a C except the d string is played on the 3rd fret.
          Cmaj9 comes up later and it's like a C except the middle note is on the a string not d


Csus2 *   Csus4 x3  C

                                    Csus2
i'll start it off by saying i'm not one for the complaining
              Csus4
you wouldn't know it from my writing
              C
you wouldn't know it from my songs
    Csus4               Csus2 *               
but i am different, i am free
      Csus4    Csus4
i am what you need

Csus2 
      
           C                        Csus2
but oh my god, i miss you more than i thought was possible
   Csus4                             Cmaj9
i understood the obstacles but you could have tried more
                       C                      Csus2
because sometimes it seems, i need a mom more than i need to eat
            Csus4                               C
so i didn't eat and i didn't sleep, i'd go all day without a bite
                   Csus2 *
and that's not my fault
               Csus4
that's not my fault

Cmaj9

           C                              Csus2 
and i'll admit sometimes my chest gets so tight that i throw fits
     Csus4        
you said you'd always be there, where are you through all of this?
                 C                  Csus2
because this is hard, this is way harder than i thought
           Csus4
i'm so concerned about the ending that i don't even know the plot
           C      Csus2          C
except for i am different, i am free
               Csus4
i am what you need

C      Csus2          C
i am different, i am free
               Csus4
i am what you need

     C                              Csus2
so you think of all the things that make you sad
     Csus4
and don't include them in your better half
        C   Csus2     Csus4
because i'm not like you
C                         Csus2                 Csus4
i don't find happiness in a meaningless existence
                                C
i don't know what i'm going to do
           Csus2           C
but i am different, i am free
      Csus4    
i am what you need

     C                             Csus2
and yeah, i believe that there's a god
                         Csus4
i believe that there is something out there other than my thoughts
                         C
i believe it was never science against religion 
          Csus2
it wasn't poor against wealth
              Csus4
It was always me against myself
             C
and i'm so scared who's going to win
               Cmaj9
because i wake up feeling so shitty
              C
it's been so long since you've been with me
         Csus2
i don't know where this old body's going to go
or my soul
           C               Csus4
but i know i am different, i am free
      Csus2     C
i am what you need
C                 Csus4
i am different, i am free
      Csus2     Csus4
i am what you need