Iann, I miss you

I'm still avoidin' the fact
That we went off track (we did)
Runnin' the wrong way
Was readin' the map (map)
Still in your heart
Been givin' it back (back)
We should be honest
But we don't do that

Was it all a waste of time?
When I'm staring in your eyes
I see nothing but the funeral

In my head, I'm already gone
Nothing's changed, but everything's different
You're in my arms, but something's off
And I don't know why, I don't know why
I'm holding on when nothing's left
I wanna say goodbye, but halfway through sayin' it
I hold my breathe and bite my tongue
And I don't know why, I don't know why

We're workin' in reverse
I think you're cold like a fever
Jumpin' the gun over nothing
You all in my head, goin' feet first
You're startin' to act like a throwaway
It's startin' to feel like there's no way
I know it's been rough
Went through enough
I know you not okay

Was it all a waste of time?
When I'm staring in your eyes
I see nothing but the funeral

In my head, I'm already gone (gone)
Nothing's changed, but everything's different
You're in my arms, but something's off
And I don't know why, I don't know why
I'm holding on when nothing's left
I wanna say goodbye, but halfway through sayin' it
I hold my breathe and bite my tongue
And I don't know why, I don't know why

I don't know why, I don't know why
Don't know why, I don't know why
Don't know why, I don't know why