Desolated to a realm of destitute
It's pathetic how this is all because of you
Gave up on sanity and peace of mind
Fantasies of suffering and violence is what's left behind

More baggage than I can carry at this point
So my thoughts spiral into this hateful void
Years of agonizing compromise
Wasted words giving way to dead eyes

Barren fields of memory; nothing will grow
Broken shards of empathy; your legacy bestowed
The tips of the daggers driven into my spine
It's the same as last and the time before that

Not enough of me left in tact
Disconnected from this shit world
Wasted words
Emptiness

Wasted breath
Nothing left
Gave up on sanity
Gave up on peace of mind

Making my fingers bleed
Digging up the strength to do what's right
Dirt under my nails
Adding more skeletons to my closet tonight

You wanted to find love hidden away
My heart is nothing but decay
My memories are dead
Shards broken further

When I exist in your head
Bite your fucking tongue
Shackled no longer
I now live free

Ties severed in two
Free of memory
Don't expect me to recognize you