I'm a
I'm awake
But the headache of a well-lit space
Makes me stay in my bed
All damn day

But I know that I got to
Get up and
Praise my God for the day
But I can’t find the strength

Oh no, I am waking
As my woes are fading
As Lucy eases her reign

But I’ve gotten so low
I wonder why am I trying
When the results are
Always the same

To be awake
To be aware
That Lucy’s always there

Oh, to be awake
To be aware
Of this God-damn pain
No one should bare

Oh, why do I even try?
To claw myself out of my own mind
I'm so tired of Lucy’s fucking sight

All these singular questions
Of: How do we even let this happen?
Oh, dear God, why me?
Oh, why?
Oh, why?
Oh, what will become of I?
Who am I without Lucy?

Lucy

The way Lucy always holds me tight at night
Oh, I can’t let her go
It will just start another fight
But I gotta go and face myself
I gotta say no to this seductive hell
I ask my God again
I need help

To be awake
To be aware
That Lucy's always there

Oh, to be awake
To be aware
Of this God-damn pain
No one should bare

I am trying
To claw myself out of Lucy’s binds
I gotta fight
I gotta survive

And all of these questions
Of: Why do I fight this?
Oh, dear God, why choose me?
Oh, just fucking try
Just fight this for your life
You are not Lucy!