They call me a psycho
But im only a survivor
Of the many wars in my head
Much of me died and I can't forget

Sometimes I stare
Don't know how to act
My hands shake
And I feel dizzy

I'm a mess
The blood redemption
The bad intentions
But I'm going up
Going up

To the good times
Poisoned air
The wild affairs
The lost nights

We'll never forget (I'm so sad)
'Cause it's all ok
Till 3 am
Poisoned air
The wild affairs
The lost nights

We'll never forget
'Cause it's all ok
Till 3 am
These strong feelings
Keep coming again
Feeling my chest burning
And burning, and burning over again

I overreact
I overthink
I over do every single thing
But that doesn't mean my heart ain't good

I'm just so sick of my mood
The more I try the less I move
I feel like a burden
Take me out of this place

I wanna see the light again
I wanna see the light again
For now I'll stay quiet
For now I'll be wiser
For now I won't be afraid

'Cause im going up
Going up to the good times
Poisoned air
The wild affairs
The lost nights
We'll never forget

'Cause it's all ok
Till 3 am
Poisoned air
The wild affairs
The lost nights

We'll never forget
'Cause it's all ok
Till 3 am
The good talks are becoming obsessed
The same old cry won't beat the emptiness
You tell me lovely words

After 3 am you're not the same person anymore
Cause I'm going up (going up)
Going up (I'm going up)
'Cause I'm going up to the good times

Poisoned air
The wild affairs
The lost nights
We'll never forget
'Cause it's all ok
Till 3 am

Poisoned air
The wild affairs
The lost nights
We'll never forget (I'm so sad)
'Cause it's all ok
Till 3 am