I woke up drowning in a sea of monochrome

Feeling everything in black and white
Dreaming of a world where I feel alright
But I can't
Sick of fighting this feeling
I think I'm drowning in it
Losing sight of all meaning
I think I'm lost within it

I am a shadow a ghost a shell of myself
I have you to thank for the man I am today
A coward a sinner and everything else
And I have you to thank for the man I hate today
Thanks to you
I'm a sinical being with nothing left
Thanks to you
I would rather be bleeding than know the rest
Thanks to you
I can't sit with myself without a premonition
Watch as I slowly decay into an apparition

Thanks to you all I feel is alone
Thanks to you I will chose to die alone