You say you like blonde
I cut my hair dress it
Paint my lips take, cause you like it better
Write me shitty songs
But I'll learn every word
And I'll pretend their the best I have heard
Lying to myself, it won't end well
Oh, well hear I go again

I hate who I become
When I fall in love
Oh, what have I done?
You got me feeling
Yucky, yucky, yucky, and it's twisting up my tummy
Got me acting kind of funny, 'cause I wanna make you love me
Yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky
Twisting up my tummy, yeah, you got me feeling yucky
Yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky
Twisting up my tummy, yeah, you got me feeling yucky

Now I ghosted all my friends (ah, ah)
Don't wanna tell them where I've been (ah, ah)
Boy, I'm fucking with my head
But I'm kinda into it
How I do it all again
I'ma mess, I'ma mess, I'ma

I hate who I become
When I fall in love
Oh, what have I done?
You got me feeling
Yucky, yucky, yucky, and it's twisting up my tummy
Got me acting kind of funny, 'cause I wanna make you love me
Yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky (ew)
Twisting up my tummy, yeah, you got me feeling yucky
Yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky
Twisting up my tummy, yeah, you got me feeling yucky

Lying to myself, it won't end well
Lying to myself, it won't end well
Lying to myself, it won't end well
Lying to myself, it won't end well

Lying to myself, it won't end well
Lying to myself, it won't end well
Lying to myself, it won't end well
Lying to myself

I hate who I become
I hate who I become
Twisting up my tummy, got me acting kind of funny
Yeah, you got me feeling