C#m B A C#m

[Verse 1]
C#m                         B
I'm trying to survive these strange days
     A                   C#m
This life can be such an adventure
C#m                        B
The world stands before my eyes
A                       C#m
wilder than it has ever been
C#m                            B
I forgot these old memories of youth
          A                      C#m
that were caught right under the surface
C#m                       B
Forgot these souvenirs of you
          A                C#m
that were calling back the pain

[Chorus]
A   F#m              C#m      B
I-- never felt happy somehow
        A           F#m             C#m   B
But I'm trying, I'm trying the best I can
A        F#m              C#m
I really wanna feel happy sometimes
       B                    A
Really wanna know where the lights are
    F#m              C#m
But it only feels so wrong
     B             C#m
It's eating me alive

[Interlude]
C#m B A C#m

[Verse 2]
B                   C#m                A
I never know how to shorten the distance between my heart and my head
B                     C#m                A
'Cause through my eyes, the days are monochrome
B                C#m            A
I wanna feel the light of a new day

But I'm so scared of it all...
B                               C#m             A
I'm scared this utter joy ain't lasting forever
                 A
It's eating me alive

[interlude]
A F#m C#m B

[Chorus]
A   F#m              C#m      B
I-- never felt happy somehow
        A           F#m             C#m   B
But I'm trying, I'm trying the best I can
A        F#m              C#m
I really wanna feel happy sometimes
       B                    A
Really wanna know where the lights are
    F#m              C#m
But it only feels so wrong
     B             C#m
It's eating me alive

[Interlude]
C#m B A C#m

C#m                      B
I'm trying to survive my feelings
    A                     C#m
The joy is the ghost of a wanderer
C#m                B
Lost somewhere outside of here
A              C#m
Counting every hour