I said fuck it, I threw up in a bucket
I pop another pillie
Cause I dont know how to stop it
Don't know why I did it
Maybe I'm an addict
Or maybe I am trying to forget it

I used to feel like shit now it's even fuckin' worse
Kill me, throw me in a river so nobody fuckin' knows
Hang me by the fuckin' neck and throw me in a fuckin' hole
Bitch motherfucker I don't wanna feel this anymore

I'm so happy
Now I'm so happy
Now I'm so happy
Now I'm so happy

I don't know why
I still see you when I close my eyes
I still feel the pain inside my hearth
I still think about you all the time

Take me back to a place where I belong
To a place where I feel strong
Baybe take me back to ecstasy oh baybe

I don't know why
I still see you when I close my eyes
I still feel the pain inside my hearth
I still think about you all the time