D     Em
I was angry
F#m             G
I don’t know at what
D     Em       F#m           G
Disappointment filling up my cup and I could
Bm             G
Never trust in anything
Bm             G           D    E F#m G
Never trust in anything at all

D         E   F#m             G
I stayed in a place with many walls
D      E         F#m             G
When I fell down no one broke my fall but I was
Bm            G
Happy to feel anything
Bm            G
Happy to feel anything
Bm            G           D
Happy to feel anything at all

[Chorus]
D F#m G             D
    I’m not going back
D F#m G             D
    I’m not going back
D F#m G             D
    I’m not going back
D F#m G              A           G D
      I’m not going, ever going

[Verse]
D   Em   F#m           G             D
Paranoia snuck into my mind
D           Em      F#m                G
The fear of failure keeping both hands tied
            Bm              G
I felt like I could not do anything
Bm             G
I could not do anything
Bm             G
I could not do anything
Bm             G           D
I could not do anything at all

[Chorus]
D F#m G             D
    I’m not going back
D F#m G             D
    I’m not going back
D F#m G             D
    I’m not going back
D F#m G              A           G  Bm  G D A D A Bm G D A
      I’m not going, ever going

[Bridge]
G                           Gm
I stood up frightened in my bed
D                            A     F#
My heart tried to explode my head
G                           D
I felt the cold sweat on my face
F#m                          G
I crossed my fingers just in case

[Verse]
D           E
Had I known then
F#m               G
What I know right now
D          Em
Despite my efforts
F#m              G
Nothing would be any different
Bm               G
Cause I can not change anything
Bm               G
I can not change anything
Bm               G           D
I can not change anything at all

[Chorus]
D F#m G             D
    I’m not going back
D F#m G             D
    I’m not going back
D F#m G             D
    I’m not going back
D F#m G              A           Bm G D  A  D  B  G  D  A  D G
      I’m not going, ever going