I am lost in this maze
A path unknown
Wandering through the valley made out of fire and smoke

With Every step I take a the weight I carry pushes me down
I am so sick and tired but I must carry one

What have I done what have I done
I need the strength to return home

Father please help me
Give me a sign
All of my efforts are in vain
It seems I've lost all hope
The path I must wander
It scares me

It fucking scares me

The shadows loom
The air thick with dread
And I am wondering

Deeper I delve
Into the abyss
Through the circles of hell
In darkness I linger

Deeper I descend
Into the unknown
Through the circles of hell on my own

All on my own

Crawling through mud and tears
There's blood on my hands
There's blood on my hands

I need to face my fears
There's blood on my hands
There's blood on my hands

The longer I try
The harder it gets
Filling my mind with more regrets

Don't hold me back
I can't stop now
Just wait for me
I will return

I plead and beg for forgiveness
For all of my sins that you had to witness

Hate me
Burn me
Rape me
Kill me
Church bells and choires call for me

I've reached beyond life and death
Wandered through hell and back
Payed back all of my sins
Just to feel again