(I watched the world turn cold before my eyes)
(I'll be lucky if I make it out alive)

I watched you pass away in the freezing cold
Felt fear since a three-year-old
I needed hope like you needed home
A hand to hold, I keep the secrets you told
Collect calls, accept all, expect you need me the most
I've seen cells, I've seen bail, believe the hell that you spoke
I can't breathe well seein' you inhaling the smoke
I don't fear death, why would I be scared of yo' ghost?
I can't bury any dead memories with your bones, no, no

I watched the world turn cold before my eyes
I'll be lucky if I make it out alive
So I'll just leave it all behind
I'll leave it all behind

I spent a decade and a half, now I'm done waiting
The fuck am I stuck chasing?
Seen too many tears on enough faces
I coulda been living in Hell, but I was patient
Too stuck to love too much
Now way too much of my blood's wasted
I must say, it's been a lot, this feelin' I got's filthy
Changed up for the better forever, somehow still me
You'd change up for a penny, I peeped how they tryin' kill me
We ain't never linking, nothing in common except feelings
I grew up knowing what abuse could take back
Not a super human, it's a face mask
No one else could ruin all my faith back then
They say it's better, but how the fuck you explain that?
I feel your presence the second that I'm lonely
Saw your eyes fadin' inside in my mind slowly
I can't remind, I'm a shoulder to cry on me
I loved you more than life, then you died on me

I watched the world turn cold before my eyes
I'll be lucky if I make it out alive
So I'll just leave it all behind
I'll leave it all behind (leave it all behind)