Sometimes I don't understand
How I'm supposed to feel
You speak to me in verse and lines
I cannot read between

I'm not lonely if I
Can hold on to it all
I'll try this time
I'll be better than before

I won't emerge unscathed from this
I never was pristine
I have the scars, I hide them well
But I can never leave

I'm not lonely if I
Can hold on to it all
I'll try this time
I'll be better than before

I'm not lonely if I
Can hold on to it all
I'll try this time
I'll be better than before

And I'll never know all that I need to stay whole
And I'll never know all that I need to stay whole
And I'll never know all that I need to stay whole