These days, when you talk about me
Do you speak of my name like a fatal disease?
I don't blame you, I'd hate me too, yeah
I fucked up in a trillion ways
Made you cry in the car
You spit in my face
But hear me out, I'm different now

I'm just wanna try to make you better
I just wanna go back to forever
Never meant to be that guy
But I need to make things right

If I could find your apartment
I'd find the nerve to just barge in
Saying that I love you's is not just noise
I would go to jail to prove my point
Kill for a chance at forgiveness
Pick up thе phone, can you listen?
I just wanna be back in your bеd
Even if I have to fake my death

I don't know if I'd call it revenge but
It kind of makes sense when you fuck all my friends
'Cause that's not fair, but I don't care
'Cause I still think if I wait on your porch and
I hand you a rose when you walk in the door
You'll notice I am really trying

Tryna clean the messes that I made up
Here's the living proof I never gave up
I'm just tryna be that guy who makes everything all right

If I could find your apartment
I'd find the nerve to just barge in
Saying that I love you's not just noise
I would go to jail to prove my point
Kill for a chance at forgiveness
Pick up the phone, can you listen?
I just wanna be back in your bed
Even if I have to fake my death
I just wanna be back in your bed
Even if I have to fake my death

I'll scare you for the night
Just to keep me on your mind and
I'll bring you to your knees
Have you crying out for me
Said you'd miss me when I'm dead

If I could find your apartment
I'd find the nerve to just barge in
Saying that I love you's not just noise
I would go to jail to prove my point
Kill for a chance at forgiveness
Pick up the phone, can you listen?
I just wanna be back in your bed
Even if I have to fake my death
I just wanna be back in your bed
Even if I have to fake my death

I just wanna be back in your bed
Even if I have to fake my death