Oh, I should've died today

Free my mind take a ride in the night
Lose my cool
Break down when the lights shine
Know I might phase right through my window
I close my eyes and I turn away
Through my blinds, I hide my face
From the life outside beyond my gates
In my home, I'm on my own
And there's no one there to take my place

Oh, how could I walk away
Oh, I should've died today
Oh, I got a lot to say
No, I couldn't lie to you

Don't you wait till it's too late
Can't lose my faith
Let my mind escape from me
Live my life 'cause time won't wait from me
Numb my brain to ease my pain
I can see you lookin', I can tell that you want me
I can feel your eyes from across the room
Passing away
When you die will you haunt me?
You can't move, change shape like I do

Oh, how could I walk away
Oh, I should've died today
Oh, I got a lot to say
No, I couldn't lie to you

You gotta choose to take your life away
When I crashed my car
I should've died that day
If I died would you cry that day?
'Cause since he died I ain't been the same

Free my mind take a ride in the night
Lose my cool
Break down when the lights shine
Know I might phase right through my window
I close my eyes and I turn away
Through my blinds, I hide my face
From the life outside beyond my gates
In my home, I'm on my own
And there's no one there to take my place