I must start by saying sorry
For the hurt I've been inflicting
Never my intention
But you never accepted guilty
Always played the victim
Never really listened
I have been fighting my monsters
I have been chasing dreams for all my life
But you made me hide

So I found a plane, bought a ticket
Flew my way back home to see
The people I've missed most
Then my heart begin to notice
These hollow lips still linger in places where my love have been
So long ago
But I know

That if I stayed I would have felt this cold anyway

Looking back is hard to follow
You told me who I should be
But now I see I'm happy with myself
Guess that I was feeling hollowed
I let your words define me
Now, I think I'm finally free
I had decided I can't stay

I had decided to cure myself first
To cut off the worst

So I found a plane, bought a ticket
Flew my way back home to see
The people I've missed most
Then my heart begin to notice
There's a cold kiss of winter
One my lips had blued so bitter
Searching only you
Somehow it felt like you
And these autumn leaves
Still linger in places
Where my love have been

So long ago
But I know that if I stayed
I would have felt this cold anyway

So I found a plane, bought a ticket
Flew my way back home to see
The people I've missed most
Then my heart begin to notice
There's a cold kiss of winter
One my lips had blued so bitter
Searching only you
Somehow it felt like you
And these autumn leaves
Still linger in places

Where my love have been
So long ago
But I know that if I stayed
I would have felt this cold anyway

But I know, that if I stayed
I would have felt this cold anyway