C

[Verse 1]
                           F
Should've said so much to you
                          C
Which is lame but maybe kinda nice
                     Dm         F
Scratch-offs in a birthday card
                         Cmaj7
or your name on a grain of rice

[Verse 2]
                          F
And I've been sick since 7th grade
                           C
And it's not terrible but it's too long
                   Dm              F
We still talk but now it's changed
                      C
Does it hurt more to just move on

[Intrumental]
F C Dm F Cm C

[Chorus]
          F
Maybe I loved you
             C
Or maybe I wanted to
                Dm    Fmaj7
See something through
                    C
Just 'cause I never do

                           Fmaj7
And I should call but I'm afraid
                      C
Of what you're gonna say
                           Dm    F
Notice all the ways I've changed
                        C
And all the ways I've stayed the same

                            F
And I hate talking on the phone
                              C
Because my speaking voice is boring
                         Am
And I can't stand to be alone
                        D
'Cause it's so easy to ignore me

[Intrumental]
F C Am D

[Outro]
F                                                 C
I'm shouting it now, 'cause I can't write it down
                                                  Am7
I let it pour out from the sides of my mouth
                                            Em  D
All sequenced and stoned sucking in through my teeth
                                                   F
I'm taking it home, with me still learning to speak