Envy mixed with jealousy
Climbing to the surface
All my dreams ahead of me
Pressure got me nervous
I'ma never let 'em see
'Cause they'll know I'm hurting
But maybe I should let 'em see

But I'm praying I don't make a fool of me
Been moving foolishly lately
New to me, I'm still learning how to betray me
Scrutiny, God I'm needing someone to save me
Two degrees off and now my vision feel hazy

I feel like holding on to the things that keep me sane
You tellin' me let go, I don't think that I can change
All your problems and pain and your issuеs
Promise that I'm never gonna hold 'еm against you

And you don't gotta sit and pretend all the things you defend are true
And I don't need my timing again 'cause I found me a friend in you
Put down all my pride, got nothing to lose
I had to put it to the side, you the one I choose
Ain't nobody else but me, my heart in pursuit

Praying I don't make a fool of me
Been moving foolishly lately
New to me, I'm still learning how to betray me
Scrutiny, God I'm needing someone to save me
Two degrees off and now my vision feel hazy
Been praying I don't make a fool of me
Been moving foolishly lately
New to me, I'm still learning how to betray me
Scrutiny, God I'm needing someone to save me
Two degrees off and now my vision feel hazy

I feel like holding on to the things that keep me sane
You tellin' me let go, I don't think that I can change
All your problems and pain and your issues
Promise that I'm never gonna hold 'em against you

When the road is up and I cannot steer
If I open up will they think I'm weird?
Will I move right through this house of mirrors?
Wear your shoes and face my fears?
Don't you know that the first be last
On my own I just might crash
El shaddai, please bring me back

'Cause right now I'm praying I don't make a fool of me
Been moving foolishly lately
New to me, I'm still learning how to betray me
Scrutiny, God I'm needing someone to save me
Two degrees off and now my vision feel hazy

I feel like holding on to the things that keep me sane
You tellin' me let go, I don't think that I can change
All your problems and pain and your issues
Promise that I'm never gonna hold 'em against you