I swear I'll never come home!
I'm a mess, can't contain all the lies and the hate
That fuel my bitter existence. Come show me a better way.
Torn between two cities, I mourn the death of my dreams.
Everything happens so fast I can't get a grip on reality.
All this time and I still don't know why,
I can't get out of these fucking doldrums and back to the daylight.
Every single day is the same.
I only want the chance to rearrange.

No you can't move on to the future, if you're still living in the past.
I turn my back but it never lasts, it will never last.
All that I can do is try to pull myself out of the clouds,
And turn away from anything that can bring me down.
I look around but there's not a sound.
You don't make a sound
Step away so I can see the former mistakes that define me.
All I can gather is nothings cheap.
Apparently I am my own worst enemy.
I am my own worst enemy. Fuck.

No you can't move on to the future, if you're still living in the past.
I turn my back but it never lasts, it will never last.
All that I can do is try to pull myself out of the clouds,
And turn away from anything that can bring me down.
I look around but there's not a sound.
You don't make a sound
I will always stay within the light.
Kill all hesitation.