to see you again, to hold you in embrace
to feel hope again, to hold it and embrace
the memory of your eyes, the memory i've sought
but i won't find it ever cause all that's left is lost

you stood before me
and i forgot to breathe

now those days are gone, i'm hurting everyone
but i can't take back all i've said and done
so now i lay here restless, alone i am distraught
i've chosen my own ways and all that's left is lost

i wish this pain would leave,
i wish i couldn't breathe