And I feel bad to the core
And I don't feel deserving of what I had before
And I miss the old friends I used to have
Even though they don't miss me
And it makes me so sad

And I know I should do better
And I know I can't do more
It's just most days I feel trapped in revolving doors
And I spent so much time this year working on myself
It's just most days it feels useless

'Cause I feel bad to the core
And I don't feel deserving of what I had before